I can't remember the last time I spent over an hour on the phone. Talking, telling stories, trying not to fall asleep, the phone heating up the side of your face, feeling all nasty, needing to pee really badly but not knowing how to get off. Brings back memories of early highschool days. It was fun. I miss ya.
I did it again.
I was reading Vogue and scrutinizing the models' bodies. I kept telling myself to stop doing it, but I couldn't help it. I am having a case of the uglies. Feeling so inadequate about the way I look. YEa, it's stupid, but there's no real way to make me think otherwise no matter how much ya love me. I go through my bouts of insecurity. I think it's cause i'm turning 22 on Monday. I'm noticing my body is starting to let itself go. *sigh*
Oh NO!! I heard that Pomegranets might be closed this weekend!! Crap. I have to make some quick alternate plans. I hate planning events.
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