I am disappointed.

1. I missed Thanksgiving with my family in Montreal
2. I got a $1.40 tip on a $93.60 bill
3. I embarrassed myself at work
4. I ended up closing, and only making $45.. not even 10% of my sales
5. I thought I was more important than acquantences who aren't even liked
6. I wasn't invited
7. I am alone
8. You said you needed to study
9. I am overdramatic and uncontrollable
10. I cannot depend on you, even for a weekend

I was honest with you. I am sorry, I shouldn't have been so secretive becuase it wasn't even that big of a deal. I don't want you to be upset. I told you everything there is to say. Maybe I do need to be punished, and that's why you left me.
However, unresolved time only fosters hateful feelings.

I am glad my brother is on msn. He makes me feel normal.
My head hurts, I guess I'll go to bed.