whew.. haven't been in touch with the internet world in a while!! WEll.. since exams are done, I've been having fun...
OnlyI hope I'll get enough hours at Applebee's, otherwise I'll have to be on the prowl for a new job. My mom's already been on my case and I have only been off for like a week now!! Frig man...she just can't give me a break... not for one friggin second!!

I went out with SHarl this afternoon to get his eye assessment for the laser surgery. THey did all these wierd eye tests that I was semi-interested-semi-grossed out with. The weirdest was the pupil dialation drops which made his pupils as big as his irises!! And if that didn't freak him out enough.. he booked his surgery date for MONDAY!!! I'm a little bit nervous for him. I'm scared that something will go wrong and they'll end up screwing up his vision. Knives and lasers should NOT go anywhere near the eyeballs! I just don't like the thought of him getting hurt in general. I hope it won't be painful.

When I came home, I got really engrossed in my new book. When I looked up from my book, the sun was no longer shining, and my room was all dark. It was weird that I was able to read at all!
Afterwards, I talked to Becky for a good hour. Seems like I haven't talked to her in ages. I'm so glad that she's happy with her new job. She seems to be turning a new leaf....becoming more social.. more spiritual. It's really nice. I hope she decides to get baptized this summer.

Man.. I'm trying to think of other things to write down here.... but seems like I've only been thinking of one thing lately... just one person who takes up most of my thoughts each day.
I am so happy that we at least have half of the summer to spend together.
Today, while we were riding on the bus, it dawned on me that by the time we're in school in September, we'll have been together for almost 2 years... 2YEARS! where has the time gone?? Okay.. so we're not quite there yet, but still. Well.. it's been about a year now, and I'm still totally madly crazily infuriatingly in love with the guy. I can't imagine this feeling will ever die down... I hope it never will. What makes me so incredibly happy is what also scares me the most. Either this will turn out to be my greatest love, or my greatest heartache.