Been out every night since I officially finished my second year.... it's sooooo good to be done exams. Friday night, drinks at Moxies; Saturday night, SOJU (the ghetto cement box, nasty food, 2nd class service for NOT being Korean, NON-english menues, outrageous prices, but OOOOhhhh so good liquor and good fun with the girls); Saturday night, getting all dolled up for a laaaaaame stagette party. And tomorrow I'm off to Montreal... I'm so not looking forward to the 6 hour drive, and the fact that my brother gets the hosue to himself once again.. I am a little jealous inside.
I miss my boy. Ottawa is too far from me, and I don't likey that he's not a phone call away.
Man.. i was jsut thinking about the summer, and how he's going to be gone for like 2 months. I don't know how I'm going to handle it. I think it's going to make me sooooo frustrated. It's usually me that does the going away, and now it's SOMEONE that's leaving ME... Werid. I'm so used to just spending all my free time with Sharl, and it's always so fun and comfortable and WONDERFUL, that everything else in comparison is just not as ...oh i dunno...comfy. I'm not going to have my refuge anymore...:(
Oh.. I'm going to be soooo sucky over this, I can just feel it. I wonder what he will be feeling, and if he'll miss me as much, or at all.
Cause sometimes when he's away, even for the weekend, I'll think...I miss him so damn much...I just want a hug... I just want to hear his voice, and I'll call my voicemail and listen to his old messages that I saved.
Oh.
man.
This is one of those nights.
And I'm not going to see him until Thrusday.
Or even be back in time for his birthday.
(Happy birthday sweetie... and good luck on your exam Wednesday.
I love you oh so much.)