I spent last night hanging out with my best friend. It was so nice to catch up agian, and do our usuall chilling and eating. We went to our favourite little patio on Queen Street and took a tour of the city scapes. We were such little girls in the big city wondering what it would be like to be "urbanized." Getting on to our usual conversation about love and life, she mentioned that one really experience love through all the little day to day things. I could feel the tears rise at the simple mention of it. rrrrrrr... i miss Sharl so much. Guess I'm trying my best to keep busy so i dont' have to think about him being gone. I dont' know how many outtings are left to keep my mind occupied.
After work today, I went to Sabrina's for our BBQ Tuesday, and I had to practically drag everyone to watch fireworks with me. I was the fireworks nazi, "Everyone grab shit and help clean up.. we gotta be out of here in 10 minutes!!" I sort of forgot how I am more of a leader figure among this group of friends. I forgot what it was like to be the centre of attention... it was just like highschool all over again. Maybe it's because i'm hanging out with people older than me lately. Or I've gotten more shy and reserved....who knows.
Oooh.. Sharl's dad is messaging me. Awww.. he said he and the Mrs. have joined the gym and are working out 5 times a week!! wow.. i'll have to tell Sharl that one. Tai chi too... hahahah.. how cute..
Mmmm.. that just made me think about Sharl. We work out together too...boooooo... i miss him dammit.
I get so happy when he calls me. His voice is one of the most comforting sounds I can think of. It reminds me of pyjamas.. so comfy and nice. Siiighhh.. well, guess it's about time for bed. I'm getting sleepy.